God who have the control

Innalillahi wa Innailaihi rojiun.
Turut berduka cita atas kepulangan ayahanda dari teman kampus gue, Bram, pagi tadi pukul 00.10 di RS. Pertamina (remind to my father). semoga keluarga yang ditinggalkan dapat ikhlas dan tabah dan semoga segala amal ibadah beliau diterima disisi Allah SWT. Amin.

2010 is trully examination year for me. all the problems comes to me and also my family. I never know if April 3rd will be the last time for me to see my father. But I know, Allah will give the best place to him. because I know, all his task were completed well. he's too tired with his illness, until God take him to His side. He made the human for makes this world colorful. He had the control to makes the human alive and die. He gave happiness and sadness for all the human. to make the human knows and never stop to be thanked to Him. we live as His servant. the small servant on His eyes. Every time we always mention His name. God, You have the control to make decision. whatever decision is, we must to accept it with the big heart. When He said, "DIE!". It would be happen. so please, remember Him as your savior. remember Him whenever you are. because we never know when the mate, the sustenance and the death will come to us. put Him to our heart and I believe the peacefulness will always with us.